Not so very long ago I blogged here about commitment, about choosing a WIP and staying with it for better or worse, richer or poorer.
Um, yeah. About that.
The relationship wasn’t working. I tried, I really did. I deleted characters, scenarios, and plot points, and added new ones. I stopped and took a break. I started over. The WIP and I had date nights. We discussed our issues. I tried this premise and that premise and I found myself doing anything but write.
Obviously it was a discipline problem, right? So I forced myself to write. 500 words a day. That’s all. Easy. Usually I can spew out 500 words in 15 minutes. Usually once I’ve gotten started, I want to keep writing.
Nope. Not this time.
And so I’m considering the possibility that this WIP and I were not meant to be. Sometimes that happens. Sometimes it’s better to cut your losses and move on. Now, I’m not saying it’s over for keeps. I’m suggesting that we see other people, try other things. Maybe when we’re both older and wiser, we can try again.
I’ve got to confess that I already have a new love. In fact, to be perfectly honest, the new WIP and I were having an illicit affair even before I finished Swimming North. The good news about this is that when I sit down to write, the words and ideas fall all over each other trying to get onto the page.
Maybe it will last. Maybe it won’t.
We’re taking it one day at a time.

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October 2, 2010 at 4:53 am
Linda G.
Ooooh, dare I hope this is Gerry V? If so, dumping your older WIP is entirely understandable, because who can possibly resist Gerry V?
October 2, 2010 at 7:16 am
adriana
Good decision! When it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work. Like any other relationship, if your heart is not in it, you should get out. Good luck with your current WIP!
October 2, 2010 at 7:44 am
Kerry Schafer
Adriana, true. Although – just as in a conflicted relationship – it’s not easy making that decision. Thus the escape clause and the permission to myself to maybe try again later.
October 2, 2010 at 8:23 am
Jason Myers
I’m thinking you and the WIP should go to counseling. I mean, think of the children!
October 2, 2010 at 8:38 am
Kerry Schafer
Good point, Jason. That would be – what? A paid editor?
October 9, 2010 at 12:38 pm
Lis'Anne Harris
Too funny! And I wholeheartedly agree. Sometimes what I first found so appealing in my imagination turns out to be dung beetle dung on the page. In the next life I may come back as a dung beetle and love it so much I must bury myself in it.